You'd better go to sleep now, we can talk later. But anyways, wishin' you a safe summertrip in Cancun, though I don't think you should be touchin' down there this moment due to the Flu 2009 still speadin' widely. You must take care.
Why are we always facin' the painful moment of life and love? You know, I've never ever wanted to walk out of my life but it has always been an unhappy lonely minute that gave a cold smile to me. Some people got me wrong when I had to tell them lies to hide the truth, because the turth is an unbelievable story of what I have been through but really it happened with no one could ever take it if that would have become a torture of their circumstances.
I'm hurt.
It hurts so bad when bein' misunderstood as to have been labeled a liar. I told lies only to protect myself from something, from some mean human I have met but now the misunderstandings are tryin' to kill me alive.
I don't wanna feel the pain no more. But I don't know the way to get to the nearest shore. And I am drownin' into the abyss of sadness alone.
I didn't mean to neglect you, I will never be that kind of person who'd love to flirt around guys and then walk away like nothing happens. Thing is, I'm truly unhappy at this time, I can't lie to myself to act happy to anyone, what's more, I don't wanna get you involved with the sadness coz it's gonna drag you down deep to deeper
Please forgive me if I have made you a bit angry for haven't heard anything from my side so far
And thank you to you, honey, for a very sweet poem replyin' and soothin' my broken heart, you are so kind
I'm goin' to lose your sweet comment to the back of my profile page, I'm feelin' sad
Though I know you're still there alone waitin' for me silently, please be patient with me darlin', I will be home soon, it's gonna be a long term happiness moment of summermoon
Honey, I'm sure you're gettin' confused about what's really goin' on with my life from the current thing you see on my page. Read and view mine again precisely then you'll find the answer
By the way, I can't log on to yahoo messenger that's how you ain't got no new sweet messages from me down there but please know you will always have me
Yes, honey. It's been 3 years we ain't no hearin' any updates from each side since we've been sittin' the name on each other list from the year 2005 until now, you have no idea how happy I am seein' you again
And you are the one who made me smile when you wrote me a beautiful poem on my picture, many thanks for that, baby. That's so sweet and you are always kind hearted as it was, this I will never forget
I wish you have so much fun comin' back to this weird but beautiful community, addin' some kool friends up and keepin' me in touch, please
Thank you so much for showin' up on me lately Here once again I'm gonna give you a sweet thing for the second time
Wishin' you more of wonderful life than ever before.
And all the best.